My Life

but as far as my real mother the last time I know she lived in Flagstaff Arizona. After eighteen years my real mother found us three kids over the internet. when she had meet up with us my adopted mom was a little hurt. she was afraid that we might go and live with her but I never wanted to go live with my real mother. why would I after she had abandon us four kids at a campground in Taxes so I never thought twice about living with her. before I was adopted my real father wanted me back but the courts told him no. so after that he gave up everything because with out us he probably felt he had nothing left to live for. deep down I know that he had loved me because if he didn't he wound of not of wanted me back in the first place.

Too Late

However I have found my real father but I was a week too late. He had passed away before I had the chance to meet him. I did talk to my grandma. She told me that he had given up because the courts told him he had no children but he knew the truth. At first I didn't know how to feel because I didn't know him. I just knew his full name. But after awhile I felt sad because there was stuff I wish I could have told him like that I loved him and I was never mad at him for any reason. I also felt bad for my father because he never had chance to raise my brother and I. Like my real mother she had two chances to raise us kids and it didn't work out. I can not imagine not having a chance to raise my children or even someone telling me that I don't have any kids when I know I do. Especially for guys who wants to raise there children.

Hello my name is Joy and this blog is about adoption. I know allot about adoption because I was in and out of foster care sense I was two years old.It started with my real mother she was mentally sick and could not take care of us at the time. before I was adopted my real father wanted me back but the courts told him no and my mom rights were given up. The Bishop family adopted me when I was ten years old. when I was going to school in Fife lake I was very shy and really didn't hang out with anyone because I was afraid to make friends. At the time I was not sure if I was going to stay for every long because I didn't know that adoption meant forever and that I had a new family. I have a half sister who went back too her real dad but she end up in foster care to because her dad was abusive. thought the years I recently learned that I have other half brothers and sisters that I have not meet that my dad had with his second wife and I hoping to find them.