Too Late

However I have found my real father but I was a week too late. He had passed away before I had the chance to meet him. I did talk to my grandma. She told me that he had given up because the courts told him he had no children but he knew the truth. At first I didn't know how to feel because I didn't know him. I just knew his full name. But after awhile I felt sad because there was stuff I wish I could have told him like that I loved him and I was never mad at him for any reason. I also felt bad for my father because he never had chance to raise my brother and I. Like my real mother she had two chances to raise us kids and it didn't work out. I can not imagine not having a chance to raise my children or even someone telling me that I don't have any kids when I know I do. Especially for guys who wants to raise there children.